Joshua Gizelt (swashbuckler332) wrote,
Joshua Gizelt
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I AM NOT SUICIDAL!!!

For Pete's sake, everyone!!!

Yes, I'm angry!

Yes, I'm depressed!

Do you know what I did about it?

I vented on my LiveJournal!

Isn't that what it's for!?! Isn't it a forum for my opinions and feelings? Isn't it bound to be slightly more extreme than my actual mental state?

Relax, folks. Yeah, I'm pissed off, but I'm not about to go gently into that good night. Yeah, I do have a sort of "solitary grieving" thing going on. What can I say, I'm psychologically an only child (I have a brother, but he was born when I was 17). I am not spending my time wallowing in misery, although there are other, more personal things going on in my life right now that are confusing me even further. That said, it's nothing I can't handle, and there's no reason to be too concerned about me. I am not so fragile that I can not take care of myself. In these past two years, I have been through the ringer on many different levels, and I've managed to figure myself out one way or another in the end.


I AM NOT ABOUT TO DO ANYTHING DRASTIC OR HARMFUL
TO MYSELF OR ANYBODY ELSE


...with the possible exception of the United States Postal Service
if they don't get me the package of Buffy DVDs suitboyskin sent me early last week soon
that haven't arrived yet... but that has nothing to do with the election.



On the other hand, I want to say that it is heartening to know that there are so many people out there worried about me. It makes me feel better to know that I am valued. For that, I thank all of those who have expressed concern over my mental well-being.


Do you all really think I'm that unstable?
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