It would appear that there are times when I am unable to control my behavior. This is a pretty disturbing situation, especially considering how everything played out yesterday; I found myself striking out at people who I had no reason to. I would love to take back what happened yesterday, but the best I could do was apologize to Tim and express my disgust with my own actions. To my great relief, he accepted my apology when he had every right not to.
The really sad thing is that I know why this happened, and have know idea what to do about it.