Joshua Gizelt (swashbuckler332) wrote,
Joshua Gizelt

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Reflective Eve

Last night, I got home after work and a mid-term and was exhausted. I went to bed at 9:30 and expected to be dead to the world.

It was not to be.

Nothing woke me up. Instead, various images and situations from the past couple of months have been flashing through my head. I was inundated with ideas of what I should have done, how I should have handled this or that or whatever.

In the end, I pretty much found myself at the same place that I am now. I may have been able to save a bit more face, but overall, there is little I could have done differently.

It is a shame that things had to be the way they were. It's what happens when you trust people you shouldn't trust, when you believe things said by people who are too selfish to understand the impact of what they're saying.

At the moment, however, I am doing rather okay, so I can't complain too much. I just wish that it hadn't been such a rocky road.

Fuck it.

Only five more days until no one can hear you scream!!!
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